Humbling isn't it. Once again, I am talking about the complexity of motherhood it is my life and for many of you if you share my occupation then it is yours as well. When I was a kid I remember lying in bed at night with my twin sister and it's always like planning out what life would look like for us as adults what kind of car will the drive how many children would have our home it's our husband's I don't think in that order but I remember planning I never anticipated the complexity of Life let alone motherhood. I think it's typical for children to assume that they know something without evidence or even experience. But what about when you're an adult I tell you if it wasn't for the Lord saying whosoever shall humble themselves and be like little children The same is greatness in the Kingdom of Heaven. I don't think I'd be able to quite grip the complexity of motherhood and without knowing everything there is to know about being a good mother t...

Wow I got to say if you asked me a week ago, I'd tell you a one-sided answer and it was going to be full of justified answers and a huge number of tears and ultimately this feeling of despair. Oh, but how merciful is the god that we serve he gave me a way out of a foolish perspective and planted me in wisdom filled truth. I just have to lift up a hallelujah because he is so good. Let me just give you a peek into the conversation I'd have with myself concerning what the lord was and wasn't doing in my life. Most of them where me sitting in this stuck place because in my mind if I moved forward, I'd have to give up somethings I loved, and I'd have to face some uncomfortable truths about myself and the circumstance of my life. No one like to take accountability these days and I am no different. At least a week ago I wasn't.   If I stayed where I was in my delusional fearful state, I'd never see all the beautiful things God wanted to do in the earth through me a...

 If you are a mom or an expecting mother, then by now you have probably heard it you know what I mean "you will never be fully prepared you just learn as you go." I'd say that quote alone says it all. if you're embarking on a journey where your life experience and what you've learned before motherhood  has no bearing on how you'll find your grips when it comes to motherhood then the best thing you can do for yourself and your child is to go into it with God start your motherhood journey with the one that calls us to be fruitful and multiply we cannot do this job well without the Lord. I think the greatest thing about wisdom is that it's teachable its information gathered by somebody who usually made a mistake or have seen one made I've been on this motherhood journey for 11 years I started it Out of wedlock as a teenager and without God. The complications I experienced were many. Usually, I spare you guys the details. Today I...